..... and i, i'm doing just fine. It came to an end. Liking him.. *ehem* has ended all the waiting came to an end.. an end as in.. i don't like you anymore.. i think? as in yes i'm over you. It had to last for uhh.. 2 years? hope it stay that way. No more reminiscing the past. Let it be. Past is Past. I'll see you in the near future, let's talk. ahaha.. whatever. Medyo nagugulat pa ren ako.. cause' i saw sparks. yes i did.. thought he would be my happy ending, my perfect dance. but someone came and saved me from believing the kinda impossible. He saved me from changing.. changing na tipong iba crowd nya iba crowd ko.. as in yung oo.. it's too good to be true.. na hindi sa feeling pero.. we're too perfect for each other.. sa dinami namin pagkakapareho sobra na.. ahaha.. So yun na.. uhh.. maybe it's not the end THE END. but i really hope it is.. cause' i'm starting to like like someone else.. at ayoko umabot sa point na iiwan ko siya dahil syo.. "you made me love you, i didn't want to do it, and all the time you knew it." perfect. sobrang yun na yun eh.. ahaha.. so wala lng na feel ko lng magsulat.. to thank you.. kahit hindi mo nababasa mga pinpost ko about syo.. maybe next time, wala ka na sa postss ko.. tapos na.. :) it will come..someday one day.. i waited for a long time.. and i can still wait just to forget you.. :) thank you.. myx! ....... aeaasfgehu... and thank you *******...... toster. for coming, stay aryt?.. :) cut. :)
Invictus Out of the night that covers me Black as the Pit from pole to pole I thank whatever gods maybe For my unconquerable soul.
In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody but unbowed.
Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the horror of the shade And yet the menace of the years Finds and shall find me unafraid.
It matters not how strait the gate How charged with punishment the scroll I am the Master of my fate I am the Captain of my soul. -- William Earnest Henley wala lang.. maganda eh... :) ONE TREE HILL!!! pinagkanda-ugagaan namin ni trina.. nahanap nya.. hahaha :)
thank you.. for giving me the best birthday of my life.. :)
bakit ko nga ba sinabe na because of 666 malas na ko sa birthday ko.. well, believe me i'm the luckiest birthday girl on the 6 th day of the 6th month of 2006 :D waahhh!!!! :D start naten.. from people greeting you a happy birthday almost every minute of the day IS priceless :) feeling special ako for a moment there.. :) from.. kat'am's WOW! turbo treat and oh so touching letter..to roxanne's simple gift.. na moon flower..then to cassie's necklace.. made by cassie :D to geli's sobrang tradition na na toblerone.. :) to kim's shet ang cute ng pen!! to.. kuya toper and atekat's memory card.. to kuya kristian's ear phones :) to mary's heart para sa aking phone :) to josh and alex's it's cool pen and music bag..t :) mom and dad's new phone :) to God's gift of life, family and friends.. really, my birthday was perfect :D for everyone else's greeting.. thank you so much... for the gifts.. pede pa it's not too late hahahahahaha.. joke lang.. thank you :D sobraaaa.. OMEN OMEN??!?! ULOL!!!!!!!! God made me His princess :) whoop whoop!! :D i can't thank Him enough for making my birthday the best one ever :D now let's start sa celebration.. off we go to eastwood.. what can wee say? it's the place to be :D hahaha..7 na kami nakarating.. kasi una naligo kela kat'am.. nag food trip with fish and squid balls kela mary.. :D tas yon.. before we start sa eastwood happenings.. nung nasa van kami.. as posers.. we prayed.. yes.. we did.. :D for some moments i cried.. cause God gave me a set of friends that maybe or maybe not forever friendship but.. it will last.. yes.. it will.. :) i cried because uhhhmm i can't tell you guys.. and after.. i realize again.. after kat'am told me.. about sa dati naming pinaguusapan.. letting go of something very important for you is a change.. you'll never know God will give you something not the same but better.. yes i know.. i have friends and we are "posers" un na ang WORD namen hahaha.. so tinawag na namin sarili naming posers.. hahaha.. cool cool :) so anyway.. after non.. cge dretso na sa eastwood.. una akyat to buy tickets.. then kain sa fuzion :) my treat :) picture vainess and after.. takbo to watch the omen :) HINDI NAKAKATAKOT!!!! NAKAKAGULAT LANG INA!!!! hahahaha.. tas yon.. ikot ikot.. bowling.. saw coach von then coach jm.. namiss ko sila with other up people.. anyway.. after non unti unti na kaming nabawasan.. then kami na lang.. kat'am, melon and kim.. :) bowling kmi.. hahaha.. SAYA SOBRAA!!!! posers kase eh. .. :D tas after non uwi na.. sleeppover sila sa bahay ko :) si melon unang natulog.. tas ki.. and sorry kat'am natulugan kta.. nagising naman ako eh.. then yon na.. sobrang saya... now.... uhhmmmm.... thank you POSERS.. for giving me the best birthday of my life.. as of now.. i'm sure.. for the coming years.. with you guys.. it could be more than perfect.. i love you guys so much.. i don't know what forever means.. because i keep on saying it.. but it doesn't come true? i think.. with you.. forever is nothing.. i can stick with "for a long timee" than "forever" :) love you !!! :D thank you God.. :) thank you. :D
next time you'll see me, i'm inside katarungan's room.. waha! :D
as of june 3,2006 morning last day of gymnastics for the summer.. at least at least, sa limang sessions na nag-attedn ako may natutunan ako.. madame actually kaso isa lang ung nagawa ko.. at hindi ko pa namamaster..ang loser ko :) nakakahiya naman ako hahah.. anyway..after training.. off we go!! school time.. sections.. here we come.. actually eto ang tunay na nangyare.. hahaha.. nasa gym pa ren ako.. tumawag si kat'am oh no!!! the news.. kat'am:liza!! ay nako!! sibol room tayo!!! liza: shet WEH?!??!?!??!?(believe me, scandalo talaga aako!!!!) d nyo mararamdaman ang feeling ko na napunta ako sa katarungan.. i super love the sibol room.. with memories of course.. love it! :D wah!! namiss ko tuloy sibol :(( so yon.. KATARUNGAN AKO SHET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D class number 11 again guys.. :) so ano na? pagdating namin dun..akyat agad to see our sections, as if i have no idea!!hahaha.. so yon.. minutes after umakyat kami.. sa sap bulletin board.. there we saaw the EL PRESIDENTE!! haha.. ate kim was there fixing the board.. pag nakita nyo un "hey,shsians...blablalbla" with stars sila ate kim gumawa nun.. and take note.. the stars were here own work of art :D miss you ate kim :) so anyway.. she told us a not so good and yes, very bad news.. :( SADDDDDDDDDDDDD! :( super nadown ako.. sana d seryoso..pero mukhang seryoso eh.. God has better plans for us. :) after non balik na sa postings over thurr!!! ehile we were looking at the postings i heard someone..... shouting kinda... "LIZAAAA!!!!!!!" oh my god!!! it's my lucas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pag kita ko "BELOI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" tas nag-hug at binuhat pa nya ko sorry beloi alam ko mabigat ako!!!so yon.. i was so happy because lucas you know nagkita nanaman kami.. :D mahal ko talaga yang si beloi.. then after ilang minutes.. i saw ate monay... ako naman ang napakasigaw.."ATE MONAY!!!!!!!!" super napahug ren kami ar napatalon sa tuwa.. :D aww miss you ate monay!!!! miss you beloi!!!!!!!!! so yon.. uwi na pag uwi..magdamag na alaga!! i love wade so much.. hanggang ngayon katabi ko pa ren sya.. :D so yon cute na :D
an e-mail from ate kat. READ IT. it makes sense. People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for aREASON, it is usually to meet a needyou have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically,emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are therefor the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on yourpart or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bringthe relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we mustrealize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has cometo share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.! LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solidemotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the personand put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas ofyour life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.
hahaha.. medyo onti lang ang nakakaalam about sa elephant.. sila melon,parot, kasintahan, punyetah,telephone,tilapia..basta yung mga yon.. haha.. anyway.. bago ang lahat.. may testi :) basta.. as of may 26, 2006.... okay.. okay.. eastwood.. medyo walang details.. dami naming nakita.. EHEM EHEM.. si claudine barrets, raymart,randy santiago, gary v. (yes tikpay si gary v! magulat ka!) wala naman kaming ginawa eh.. d kami nag-movie.. naglibot lng, kain.. ayun... kain.. san nga ba?! TERIYAKI BOY!!! whoop!whoop!! andun ren pala ung hale.. tinugtog nila ung fix you :D i will try to fix you nga naman talaga :D hahaha.. so ano na? o nga pala.. KAT'AM!!! kamusta ka naman!? at sa shocking moment mo AGAIN sa escalator.. guys, be reminded that sometimes escalators are shocking magugulat ka na lang sa pagbaba mo may taong pataas ren.. akalain mong pede kayo magsabay?! at magugulat ka na lang na kilala mo pala ung nasa kabila.. :)) hahahahaha.. sige, tama na yon.. uupakan na naten next time yan kat'am.. joke!! so kain ule!!! sa fuzion naman.. yun naman ang parateng hang-outan namen eh.. *start- couch..libot.. dinner sa teriyaki boy..libot.. stay sa fuzion...* at sa mga gitna ng mga yon.. pumupunta kami sa paeng's.. ganyan kami parate sa eastwood.. so.. sa fuzion saya.. ganda ng light!!!! vain na!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha.. tas paunti na ng paunti.. off to paeng's.. dun namin nakita ang mga taartits.. tas dun sa smoking area.. kita namin hotties.. shiyet.. bsb nga db?? hahaha.. tas yon.. uwian na.. *masaya sya.. oo.. pero may kulang eh.. ano kaya yon.. well, God thank You for giving us another chance.. (may usapan kasi kami ni kat'am na pag sa next eastwood wala tayo makikita sa kanila then that's it.. tapos na.. eh may nakita kami.. so onting tiis na lang my friend.. :D ) as of may 27,2006 a new elephant is born! :D i woke up..pagbasa ko sa phone ko.. nanganak na daw si ate joan.. so.. pinaligo agad..then off we go sa hopsical :) pag dating don.. wala pa. so d pa namin nakikita.. naghihintay kami.. then, pumasok si kuya.. kaming magkakapatid (sa kinagago ba naman namin) lahat kame.. "naks!!tatay na aabot sa father's day!!!" so tawa kami ng tawa.. tas nagtext si daddy.. bukas na nursery dun.. so lahat kami tumakbo pababa.. literal na takbo.. ndi na elevator.. stairs na to!!! so yon.. nakita namin.. thank God maputi!! wahahahaha... tas kamukha ni ate joan.. sabi nila.. d ko lam kung pano nila nalaman.. eh para skin iisa lng ang mukha ng babies..haha.. tas yon na.. uhhhmm.. balik na sa taas.. eh may friend si ate na doctor don.. so pumasok sya sa nursery tas binuhat nya.. para makita namin ung baby.. tas yon.. nakita namin. nag-mr. pogi na pose pa nga eh.. cutieee..hahaha.. tas yon na.. uwi na.. at nagpa deliver kami ng jollibee.. at fucker nila ang talaga.. SHET!!!! wala lang..hahaha.. uwi na.. cge cut na :D
so so.. uhhmmm..eto nanaman ako..hirap makatanda ng panaginip..pero alam ko ung point ng dream ko.. oh un main story nya.. and shet oh no!! akala ko totoo na yon :)) weird don kasi yesterday si dream machine nag-text sakin.. she's at it again..haha.. dream away.. last night.. i had a dream.. about.. ehem ehem.. you know who.. and shet natatakot na ko magpost about sknya.. baka kasi magkatotoo.. :( so eto na, online ako.. online ren sya.. then nakita nya stat ko.. he asked me.. "ano meron sa stat mo ? " sabi ko.. "my blog" then sabi nya.."talaga eto ung mga akin.." *pinost nya lahat and sobrangggggg dami pati multiply nya lahat lahat.. tas hindi lng sknya pati ung sa barkada nya.. then tinanong nya.. "sa posts mo.. i think i know who your 'someone' is".. so ako.. edi parang "uh-oh" then sabe nya.. "i think i know him.............." sobrang d ko na matandaan ung iba.. pero i can remeber what his multiply looked like.. there were four albums.. puro friends ung kasama nya.. i think color nya ay brown or red? so yon.. tas tanong sya ng tanong.. sabe nya.. ung post mo sa ganyn ganyan ganyan.. bla bla bla.. d nko makareact eh.. so sabe ko yup yup yup.. alam ko alam nyang sya yon.. eh hindi ko naman nabasa ung blog nya.. i bet d ko lang matandaan :( uhhhh!! tas yon.. hiyang hiya na ko sknya.. pano na kung totoo yon!? shet!! sana natandaan ko buong dream ko!! GRRRR!!! fucker naman oh!! anyway.. cut muna.. the dream catcher failed.. d ko nacatch lahat stoopid. *waiting for the dream machine's dream. damn it! faster woman!! :D
